not feeling too good today... dunno la got alot of stuff weighing on my mind and i dunno if its just my mood or is it something real and i guess im afraid tt it is something real just tt normally i am able to push it away but on days like this i cant. but if i give it up then its being qt selfish of me i think. dunno la. just know tt im feeling really tired and sad at the moment and God feels really far away. maybe tts it la. dunno. but yet i dun think so cos He wasnt far away yst! just today hmm. maybe its really my mood haha. ok think abt other stuffs.
i have seriously improved in guitar! cos everyday go and practise heh. got rough finger liao :) yay. hopefully one day i will be able to play properly instead of having mh and sam laugh at me all the time :( was trying to play you belong to me and i managed to! sort of haha. ok not like the way its supposed to be but i think its not too bad haha. but i bet tim will just die if he heard it. oh wells. nxt time ill play for u k! heehee.
anyway i went for lect today! first time since monday haha. and i slept throughout la. gosh. shldnt have bothered and when i woke up i had this wrenching pain in my GIT. super super pain la. crap. felt better after jac gave me panadol but the rest of the day still can feel abit pain. dunno mannnnn. i think maybe its my punishment for sleeping in lect :( prof jay really very boring la not my fault. anyway i have a new hobby: throwing stuff at pple in lecture haha. its super fun and helps to pass the time away. it helps tt i happen to be like chao good at it heehee. serious. today i managed to hit sam across the aisle and one row down on his ear heh. oh no he so cute la his reaction was sooooo funny. stupid kenny just ignored me tho :( i guess tts y hes my husband hahaha! but i need to refine my skills on throwing across the row im sitting on... was trying to hit jason today and instead i hit jon tay who was the one hu told me to hit jason in the first place haha. OOPS. yah so anyway i clearly did not learn a single thing today (oh but i did learn LEVATOR ANI)<--ok i think my spelling is wrong there haha.
but today somethign good happened. i realised tt lots of pple are as far behind as me in their studies so even if i fail ill have company haha. which is not alot of comfort but its better than anything rite!anyway im just looking forward to after exams yay yay :)
having a confusing conversation with loo haha. im so glad the a level pples a levels are over! now everyone no more stressed out heh :) and o levels too! so stef is happy as well haha. but hers not yet over :p
hiahz. anyway i hope this funk will rise with the tide haha. and only i will understand tt. but maybe i do need to go and talk to someone more abt it la. i hope not. see first i guess heh. painful GIT! study too much git liao i think tts y haha.
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i have seriously improved in guitar! cos everyday go and practise heh. got rough finger liao :) yay. hopefully one day i will be able to play properly instead of having mh and sam laugh at me all the time :( was trying to play you belong to me and i managed to! sort of haha. ok not like the way its supposed to be but i think its not too bad haha. but i bet tim will just die if he heard it. oh wells. nxt time ill play for u k! heehee.
anyway i went for lect today! first time since monday haha. and i slept throughout la. gosh. shldnt have bothered and when i woke up i had this wrenching pain in my GIT. super super pain la. crap. felt better after jac gave me panadol but the rest of the day still can feel abit pain. dunno mannnnn. i think maybe its my punishment for sleeping in lect :( prof jay really very boring la not my fault. anyway i have a new hobby: throwing stuff at pple in lecture haha. its super fun and helps to pass the time away. it helps tt i happen to be like chao good at it heehee. serious. today i managed to hit sam across the aisle and one row down on his ear heh. oh no he so cute la his reaction was sooooo funny. stupid kenny just ignored me tho :( i guess tts y hes my husband hahaha! but i need to refine my skills on throwing across the row im sitting on... was trying to hit jason today and instead i hit jon tay who was the one hu told me to hit jason in the first place haha. OOPS. yah so anyway i clearly did not learn a single thing today (oh but i did learn LEVATOR ANI)<--ok i think my spelling is wrong there haha.
but today somethign good happened. i realised tt lots of pple are as far behind as me in their studies so even if i fail ill have company haha. which is not alot of comfort but its better than anything rite!anyway im just looking forward to after exams yay yay :)
having a confusing conversation with loo haha. im so glad the a level pples a levels are over! now everyone no more stressed out heh :) and o levels too! so stef is happy as well haha. but hers not yet over :p
hiahz. anyway i hope this funk will rise with the tide haha. and only i will understand tt. but maybe i do need to go and talk to someone more abt it la. i hope not. see first i guess heh. painful GIT! study too much git liao i think tts y haha.
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